Bubble Bubble Milk Tea !

Why are you appearing in my dreams when I had decided to put you aside.
I remove and say good bye to the ring on 18.08.10.
why am i dreaming of you ?
I went temple on 19.08.10
Praying to god and asking if you are coming back.
well the answer is * Interpretation was Good *
Well, I shall put you aside.
Yes, MeiXing. I had already put him aside.
Thanks for your ear.
He sudden call me one of the day.
can't recall when.
It's been so long that we contact each other lol.
I still remember each time he ask me out .
I rejected. =x Not free =x
MeiXing, That funny guy accompany me when I'm damn bored or busy.
 Went jurong imm on friday. - Last day working at there - :(
Went to ion to work. temporary cashier staff.
I miss  jurong Imm's staff :'(
Saturday night time.
Meixing came to find me to have late supper.
Chit chatting.
Funny things happens.
One auntie accidentally kick the chair and he was abit shocked.
I can't stop laughing =x His reaction is kana big.
Never ending chit chat.
Gentleman (^.^)v


Sunday.
I'm kinda tired with only 4hour of sleep.
He came and meet me.
Woots. I'm SHOCKED O.O
went for movie (: Step up 3.
Something happens. Oh my god.






It's like 4:21am now and i can't sleep.
 I'm blogging and i'm revising my enterprise.
Hopefully I will feel sleepy and sleep.
Or else I think I will sleep in the morning after say sms meixing GooD Morning.

posted by Promise @ Tuesday, August 24, 2010 0 Comments

It's been quite sometime for me to update this blog of mine.
I have been working for two weeks.
Bad news is that certain amount my pay will be included in my CPF !
Good news is that my company need to top up $$ to my CPF too.


Class chalet was yesterday.
I didn't stay overnight, even thought so many people asking me to stay.

Talk about Love & relationship.

Even thought Yan kui is quite a funny and talkative guy.
whom never ever scolded me or saying nasty things.
But I had no special feeling for him.

The feeling for zeus.
Last night, if i continues to drink, I'm sure I will drunk.
I'm missing him.
Even thought he left me for 2months  1 week 1 day !
People says: " He don't worth your waiting and love "
He might found another girl already.
He only need you then find you.
GIVE UP LA, XUEFEN .
I DONT KNOW LARH !
I drink one cup plus amanda's 3/4.
I'm trying to let go (:
I guess he has give up on me.
Won't give any chances.
Thanks Jenee's bf.
ZEUS AH ZEUS. LULU LULU !!!! (:
Shall put you in one of my memories .
I will feel better.
I don't miss u that much.
Love you, Yeah of course I love you.
You play an important role and a good listening ear.
You always appear in my dream one lol.
haunting me. like a ghost. XD  sigui sigui
Go Find Yourself a girl which is taller one, A bigger eyes , Understanding one.
Listen to you one (:



Regarding ken.
Perhaps it's the first time I know someone whom is serving NS.
Perhaps I'm still lost in relationship.
I don't want to get into a relationship that make myself and my bf to have miserable life.
 I don't want and don't like quarrel.
Neither want accept guys that is younger than me. - Immature -
it's hard for me to enter your world and you entering my world.
I know that you did a lot. Put in a lot of effort.
Doubts !

posted by Promise @ Tuesday, August 17, 2010 0 Comments

Troubled

Well, I have doubts on you , I'm serious . 
I don't understand you or neither I know you well. 
I know that you may find yourself not in my world. 
The things that I say , you don't understand. 
Like my school stuff , it's hard to explain to you as you're not in that school of mine. 

You came and hurt me again and again. 
When the wounds are healing , you hurt it again ? 
Appearing and disappear again fun ? 
Telling me things that is serious and you didn't continue what you had said. 
As thought telling someone that I will be in the hospital for sometime, nothing happen ? 
If you don't want to tell everything then don't give hints for people to wild guess. 
I'm tired of wild guessing , doubts . Cause It's never be fun and exciting at all. 
The reason I refuse to concern more or ask more it's because if you want to tell.                               you will tell me. Is there a need to ask for more ?  

posted by Promise @ Saturday, July 24, 2010 0 Comments

gossip rumours

There has been a rumors in my class. 
Gossiping about who and who very compatible . 
It's neither surprise that name is included . 
I'm * good to bully * Laugh laugh laugh ! 
Amanda and johnston - new couple - 
Me and yan kui - another new couple - 
Match making session ? 
When did my class been so into it ? 
 Disturbing Disturbing people their pattern~ 
Yan kui and I is innocent :) 
He is just another bullies . Always bully me . 
Johnston's phone is fun ! 
That cat !! HAHAHAHAHAAAA ! 
So funny !! XD 

posted by Promise @ Saturday, July 24, 2010 0 Comments

The moment that you appear again.

Never thought coincidence met you on the way home. 
thought we are in the same school. 
The probability of seeing you is  0.0000000001 . 
It's been one month plus since i have saw you. 
I had the feeling of fear, scare occur in my heart . 
Why is there a feeling of heart aching at that moment . 
Random feeling. weird feeling. 
As thought the feeling has fade away.
Stranger on the street.  
He will never ever give chances. 
And am i waiting for ? 
Am i healing the heat of mine. 
Am i waiting for someone that won't returns.  
Wake up ?  
Clock are moving, time is going . 
Days are passing . 
I'm afraid my birthday comes.  
I know I will disappoint myself with all my hopes. 
Yet, I still hoping.  
well, i don't how how should I express my feeling.  





Avoid him , Stay away from him.  Don't want appear at his sight. 

posted by Promise @ Saturday, July 24, 2010 0 Comments

Updating again ?




after hearing that sparking hurting conversation.


It hurts badly !

The word : " Get lost to him *




Thumb up Thumb Up !




It hurts in and up ! BADLY !!!




I guess it's a wake up call (:



I don't understand .

posted by Promise @ Monday, July 19, 2010 0 Comments

Oh No. (x.x)

Why does the heart beating so fast ? 







Why is there a feel of pain in my heart ? 






Ohhh nooo. 
Sagua.
I'm Scare that you angry . 
Nooooooo.... 
Scary feeling. D0nt Like.  


I show the negative side of me. T.T 
Forgive me >.<  
  

posted by Promise @ Tuesday, July 13, 2010 0 Comments