Bubble Bubble Milk Tea !: July 2010

Troubled

Well, I have doubts on you , I'm serious .
I don't understand you or neither I know you well.
I know that you may find yourself not in my world.
The things that I say , you don't understand.
Like my school stuff , it's hard to explain to you as you're not in that school of mine.

You came and hurt me again and again.
When the wounds are healing , you hurt it again ?
Appearing and disappear again fun ?
Telling me things that is serious and you didn't continue what you had said.
As thought telling someone that I will be in the hospital for sometime, nothing happen ?
If you don't want to tell everything then don't give hints for people to wild guess.
I'm tired of wild guessing , doubts . Cause It's never be fun and exciting at all.
The reason I refuse to concern more or ask more it's because if you want to tell. you will tell me. Is there a need to ask for more ?

gossip rumours

There has been a rumors in my class.
Gossiping about who and who very compatible .
It's neither surprise that name is included .
I'm * good to bully * Laugh laugh laugh !
Amanda and johnston - new couple -
Me and yan kui - another new couple -
Match making session ?
When did my class been so into it ?
Disturbing Disturbing people their pattern~
Yan kui and I is innocent :)
He is just another bullies . Always bully me .
Johnston's phone is fun !
That cat !! HAHAHAHAHAAAA !
So funny !! XD

The moment that you appear again.

Never thought coincidence met you on the way home.
thought we are in the same school.
The probability of seeing you is 0.0000000001 .
It's been one month plus since i have saw you.
I had the feeling of fear, scare occur in my heart .
Why is there a feeling of heart aching at that moment .
Random feeling. weird feeling.
As thought the feeling has fade away.
Stranger on the street.
He will never ever give chances.
And am i waiting for ?
Am i healing the heat of mine.
Am i waiting for someone that won't returns.
Wake up ?
Clock are moving, time is going .
Days are passing .
I'm afraid my birthday comes.
I know I will disappoint myself with all my hopes.
Yet, I still hoping.
well, i don't how how should I express my feeling.

Avoid him , Stay away from him. Don't want appear at his sight.

Updating again ?

after hearing that sparking hurting conversation.

It hurts badly !

The word : " Get lost to him *

Thumb up Thumb Up !

It hurts in and up ! BADLY !!!

I guess it's a wake up call (:

I don't understand .

Oh No. (x.x)

Why does the heart beating so fast ?

Why is there a feel of pain in my heart ?

Ohhh nooo.
Sagua.
I'm Scare that you angry .
Nooooooo....
Scary feeling. D0nt Like.

I show the negative side of me. T.T
Forgive me >.<

SAD BYEE, My Loving Boyfriend I used to have.

It's been One month !
Oh yes !! ONE MONTH!
I have nothing but the ring , the fish to accompany throughout the whole sadness process.

I cried,

I smile,

I Hope
.

But it's so stupid and foolish. I KNOW !

well,I appreciate what you had done for me.

The sweet sweet funny funny you did to make me smile.

Shower me with LOVE LOVE that I appreciate it a lot.

I get a clearer picture of what I had done wrong and what I didn't done.

I'm moving on.

A Turn back ? The same concept as is there UNDO KEY or A RESTART KEY !

Love, Do Take care of yourself and hope you find someone that is much more compatible than you.

I'm expecting a * On a open relationship with xxxxxxxx in your profile after my birthday*

A girl that taller than me. Someone that has big shinny eyes. Won't make you sad and brighten u each day
.
Lastly, Someone that won't sentenced you to HELL like me. aye !

Ahxue is Dead ! Remember. - After my birthday can find new girl yeah - That's what u said before
.
I'm not gossiping about u or whatever shit.

I'm just saying out whatever things in my retard brain.

Forgive me, if i'm wrong or thinking I'm always right all times.

*The self- reflection *

The Cons of me :

1. Flirt

2.Always with guys.

3.Always playing with male classmates.

4. Take things for granted.

5.Don't think of other's needs and feeling

6. A forgetful person.

7. Always gave you a * aeroplane *

8. Msn always guys chat with me.

9. Message are always Guys Guys Guys message.

10.Close to guys.

11. Bad temper.

12. Busy with my own stuff.

13. Neglect Boyfriend.

14. Don't understand others.

15. Accompany Girlfriends more.

16.Play Online games.

17. Short

18. Annoying

19.Irritating.

20.Noisy.

When done with my reflection (:

After One months :

Quick Check :

❒. Flirt
: Don't think so.
❒.Always with guys.

❒.Always playing with male classmates. ✔
: Got Bullied ! Take revenge.

❒. Take things for granted.
: maybe ?

❒.Don't think of other's needs and feeling
: I can't see myself. I don't know >.<

❒. A forgetful person. ✔

❒. Always gave you a * aeroplane *
: So far, not yet gave anyone that.

❒ Msn always guys chat with me. ✔
: Only Shi xiang ( Sister ) The often one.

❒. Message are always Guys Guys Guys message.
: Ken ( Flooding my inbox )
: Meixin ( My GirlFriend )

❒.Close to guys. ✔
: I'm scare of girls that is so Bitchy ~ Like the SOMEBODY!
: D0n't Believe GIRL so much. Too bad. Childhood fears.

❒. Bad temper.
: So far, My classmate gave me a thumb up !
* Can you just say fcuk u * When People bully you or insult you ? *
Can you just get angry ?
I Replied : SMILE !
He Said : " Stop smiling "
ANGRY NOW !
I Guess bad temper. no more.


❒. Busy with my own stuff. ✔
Watching Online Movie (Y)


❒. Neglect Boyfriend.
No boyfriend !

❒. Don't understand others. (1/2 ✔ )
Trying ?

❒. Accompany Girlfriends more. ✔
Meet Meixin Last friday !
Miss her. is like so long we have went out.

❒.Play Online games. ✔
Not so often . weekends .

❒. Short ✔

❒. Annoying ✔

❒.Irritating. ✔

❒.Noisy. ✔

The Sweet , Tiring , Fun DAY !!

On man oh man.
Help brother fix his phone. Hmmsss..
Laptop so heavy. Should have brought a lighter laptop. TSK TSK !
I lost the keychain while walking to Station with nabilah
It's that a sign or something ?
Forget about it. so what it's a couple key chain.
It's just a key chain.
It's meaningless now.
What has gone means GONE, Time to wake up ELAINE!

Well Well.
He went back last night.
Poor boy. the first day of week. Been abused (x.x)"
Some people went back is like a holidays/chalet.
Some are like physic training.
What mummy has said is quite true.
After guys comes thorugh it, experience the tough training,
They tend to be much more sensible than before.
He wake me up this morning. That's so sweet isn't it ?
Your, out of sudden cold, it's scary . o(-.-)o
D0n't Scare me anymore. I may keep a distance..
Rec0ver S00n. Blue Black + Wounds = bleeeding. Rec0Ver S00n. (:

The Unexpected Happens

Never thought of meeting someone new.
Never even thought of exploring my whole brain in the middle of the night.
Never knew that there will be someone that is willing to do something just for me.
Never even thought of letting him go . 0ut 0f my mind.
Never thought that he will have a turn back.

Everything seems so real so real.
I thought i was just having a dream. Illusion ?
Yet, I realize it's reality.
It seems so REAL !
Three months of probation.
Things shouldn't be so rush like a rocket.
might not be compatible. - You read it and dont emo-

My Relationship story is so dramatic till i'm worried if i met the right one.

Bubble Bubble Milk Tea !

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Troubled

gossip rumours

The moment that you appear again.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Oh No. (x.x)

Monday, July 12, 2010

SAD BYEE, My Loving Boyfriend I used to have.

The Sweet , Tiring , Fun DAY !!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

The Unexpected Happens

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